Lol Um.. Okay xD Least your being Honest now which is a good thing haha. And i dont really recall ever saying that i am Not a Bad influence.. oh and just for your information, that night that me and Sarah had that drink neither of us got drunk all right? like seriously we never said we got drunk jsut had a drink thats it, xD so dont be going around saying we got drunk when the truth of the matter is that the whole geting drunk thing didnt even happen. i dont know if you know this or not Adam but one single drink doesnt get you drunk, a few-Several drinks can. But not One or two. Especially not the LOW ALCHOHOL LEVEL DRINKS we was drinking. i wasnt intending to even get her drunk that day anyways.

Really annoying thign about all this is, even though you and Sarah split i was still trying to be there for ya and everything ya know? like i didnt want you to feel alone and wanted you to know that despite you and Sarahs differences you still had at least someone in the world to turn too. but i guess that really didnt mean Shit to you. such a pity really i didnt view you as that bad of a guy but i guess im the evil one in your eyes, but if you actually got to know me you would realize im not that fucking bad xD sure i do things that arent always the smartest shit to do, or the wisest or whatever. but deep down im a good person and a human being xD and you can laugh all you want i suppose, seeing as how you probably view me as the exact opposite.

if you had this much against me it woulda been nicer if i actually got to hear it from ya in person rather than through the computer or some form of messaging... well i guess you can be totally 100% honest and truthful when your on the computer sending a message because in reality you dont have to face the person that your sending that message too so you can be cowardly and send as much shit as you want and feel all cool for saying it and just hiding behind a computer xD but i guess thats your view.

Well i'm sorry you feel the way that you do but that is your choice and your choice alone. i guess your just going to go back into isolation again cause of all this, is it really the best solution? in my opinion, no. but i guess it is in yours. you wont have to deal with the idiocies of other people, well not anyone close to you if you choose to isolate yourself and put up that emotional wall surrounding yourself from other people. haha i remember when i use to do that, was always alone and shit and always hid behind that big o wall of mine, those were some lonely times, glad im not in that anymore in all honesty i prefer having friends than being alone. sure solitude is nice, for a little while, than it starts to catch up with you and it doesnt feel so ncie anymore, cause its all like "Fuck, im alone xD" haha.

Oh yeah, hope you had fun at that gaming party thing we were at, at camerons. didnt hear ya go but hope you had a good time =] as it currently stands... i probably wont hear from you again due to how you view me and the such and in the case of such misfortune. ave a good one adam, and i wish for you enough =] (dont know if you ever heard that story about the girl and her mother about the whole i wish you enough thing xD i thought it was a cute and cool haha)

oops, sorry
it's me, Jean, the other other Ness.

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Wait. I am a complete amateur in the English language. To understand your speech using [link], but your sentence does not give me the transfer of meaning. : (